Memories of Summer Morning

Someone is awake in the second floor apartment. Blue light glows softly from the window—the blinds drawn—and on the TV, a man’s voice drones an incoherent hum of speech. My feet tap the sidewalk like an interruption.

It is an illusion to think I am the only one yawning at the neon-lit street. If anything, I am intruding upon the hour of bus drivers and gas station attendants. Maybe the people in these cars will be dropped off at the departure gate with heavy bags and a tight hug from a good friend. Maybe they’re rushing to the hospital, awakened out of peaceful routine by an urgent reminder of overlooked mortality. Maybe this driver, alone in their car, is just now beginning a journey that will change their life.

It’s the hour of the Eglinton West construction worker and the 24 hour café waitress. I can see it now: her clean shirt and tired eyes. The functional cut of their grey-speckled garb. She casts them a practiced smile, her only table of customers. Perhaps one of them prefers tea to coffee. His calloused fingers dunk the tag on its fragile string with surprising gentleness. When they stack their dishes, the silverware clatters melodiously above the tinny cafe radio.

Maybe the man with his medical mask and his work bag, passing me, no eye contact, making his way south, savours the chill of the pre-dawn summer morning just as I do. He rolls up his shirt sleeves and feels the caress of air slide goosebumps along his arm.

Too soon the smoggy heat will smother the streets more thoroughly than traffic. And that one bright star, winking above the wisps of purple cloud like a friend with a secret to tell, will be lost in the blaze of dawn.

Sonnet for a Peach.

The leaves a gentle yellow, dappled still
With green; the evening a deep’ning blue,
With dizzy silver faces peeking through
All thrumming drunk on sunset’s rosy thrill.

Each brush of night exceeding daylight’s skill,
Dull beams yet catch this undiminished hue:
The peaches’ dusky blush does shade eschew,
And soaks instead what August overfills.

Like lover’s hand, familiar, the palm
Enfolds that tender sphere: that fragrant skin,
Those juices sweet! The heady taste of calm:
To sunlight caught in curtain folds akin,
To reverent draw of breath when singing psalms —
Abundant peace: all summer revels in.

The First Days of summer

A largeness fills us in the first days of summer:
Hearts expand like helium balloons,
Swelling to carry the giddy adjustment
Of hours added on to days,
Of stamped-gravel-texture on bare knees and shins,
Fingers first coloured in the pastel prints of creation
When all the ground beneath your feet
Becomes a rippling canvas.

Sweat beads form tide pools in the crevices of your skin,
Like there is an ocean inside of you,
Crashing up and spilling over the backs of you legs
And the jagged crest of shoreline that is your collar bone
To cool and salt the sand that burns golden all over you;
To leave adventures swimming
Like so many little fish–
Colourful and iridescent in the rocks–
Carried on the wave of the first days of summer.